a recognition

My mind is troubling me
Thoughts engulf me
An influx of emotions rush in
the anger felt on my chest
Shoulders tensed
Thoughts of hate forming
Images of a disgusted face
makes the fist clenched
Schemes suddenly appear
To hurt
To cause suffering
Then it dawned
I am now taken back
realising I was drowning
dropping to the bottom
of the abyss of thoughts
of emotions
submerged by sensations
deeply unpleasant
There is a recognition
I am more than this
I am untouched
I am unmoved
I am that is aware of all these
But unaffected by them
Now focused on being
Being aware of being aware
Suddenly it starts to change
The ocean of emotion subsides
Residues of pain remain
But only for a while
Now I am focused
Totally on being aware
I am realigned
I am back to where
I should be
Here and now
In stillness
In peace
~Don Fakarii 17/01/2019

Dad

Your rugged hands show much toil
Your scars portray the pains endured
Your feet reflect rough roads traveled
Your smile manifests a satisfied soul
Your wit reveal personalities you've known
Your knowledge express the years of experience
Your children foster your carefulness
Your stature brings respect
Your faith draws admiration
Your life glorifies humble beginnings
Your wisdom exhibits fear of disrepute
Your legacy marks simplicity and humility
~Don Fakarii 11/01/2019 on dad's birthday

You are God

You are God

Walking closely day by day
Looking above in all my ways
You, my lord
My God
My Maker
With all of my heart
I give you praise
All in all
You are aware
Where ever I go
You are there
My deeds
My thoughts
You know them all
Oh, my great Creator
We'll sing of your greatness
We'll sing of your faithfulness
You are God
You are God
When I stumble on the way
You were there to pick me up
You, my rod, my staff, my Shephard
With all of my heart, I give you praise
When I find it hard to live
You are there to say I'm yours
The universe and all creation
Bow and worship you
We'll sing of your greatness
We'll sing of your faithfulness
You are God
You are God
~~ Don Fakarii yr 2002

The dreamer

I am both the dreamer and the character in the dream
When the dreamer is asleep
The character in the dream awakens
When the character in the dream sleeps
The dreamer awakens
The dreamer is peacefully resting
While the character experiences a journey
At first, the character believes the world experienced is all there is
Slowly the truth unfolds
As the character is struck by the truth
The dreamer awakens and knows it was only a dream
Now at ease
The dreamer awakes to another world
Another dream.

~Don Fakarii 10/01/2019

I truly am

I truly am

I have accumulated
and grown accustomed to the concept
that I am the land I am from
The tribe and the lineage
I am the ocean on which my life depends
I am this name, this family
I am this order of offsprings
The link that unites different peoples,
different tribes
I am a father
a husband, a brother
I am this status, this held position
I am even all that I possess
I am all these things
But deep within
In my quiet place of solitude
Where I am not identified
by the appearances of thoughts and concepts
I am not any of these
I am ”no” thing
Not a thing or label
I am that I truly am
I am

Don Fakarii 08/01/2019